My life somehow feels so together and yet so broken.
When it feels together, I wish it was broken. When it feels broken, I wish it was together.
Push through. Have an exception. Stay strong but have fun. Enjoy your youth but this is when you need to get ahead.
I’m in too deep to have a normal life now. But I’m not in deep enough to succeed at my mission?
That’s not inherently true. What I’ve always wanted is optimised balance. To walk a fine line between both.
I wonder how close I am. I wonder if it’s even possible. I should map it all out and plan every second. No, I should go with the flow and learn to enjoy it.
I have so many techniques now. The JSM’s knowledge section is becoming something really beautiful.
I wonder, if I spend some more time in there, and start to make more links between the texts, can I inform some more systems that might get me what I want?
Because I’ve already got the right idea. A balance of strong and broken. I have this. I’m just not executing it very well.
Mindset change is already complete. Next comes the knowledge, then the skills, no?